After 16 years in a role that was more than just a job—it was a calling, a dream, and a core part of my identity—I have made the incredibly difficult decision to step away. Teaching has been one of the greatest privileges of my life. I’ve grown, I’ve thrived, and I’ve worked with some of the most talented and inspiring people imaginable. But in recent months, the toll on my well-being became undeniable. What once fueled me began to drain me. Despite every effort—therapy, reflection, resilience—I found myself surviving rather than living.
So, with a heavy heart and my head held high, I step away, not in defeat but in deep self-respect. I leave with gratitude for what this journey gave me and hope for what lies ahead.I carry with me my experience, my impact, my values—and above all, my worth. I am not just what I do. I am a mother. I am a wife. I am a sister. I am a daughter. I am a friend. I am a human.
I am sad, heartbroken, grieving.
For the last 16 years I have been privileged to work my dream job. I remember the moment I was accepted, it felt like I won the lottery. Since that time, I have developed into an incredibly impactful educator and I’ve had the privilege to work alongside the most amazing people I’ll ever have the honor of knowing, who are just as talented, if not moreso.
I truly love what I do and I know I’m lucky to have found something I’m so aligned with. I know some people search their whole lives to find what I have. This is not just a job for me, it is part of my identity.
Sadly, yesterday was my last day. I was no longer thriving. Going to work over the last few months in particular has led to panic attack, sever bouts of stress, and complete survival mode. My nervous system refuses to regulat despite my attempts to calm it. For the first time in those 16 years I’ve gotten that, “I dont want to go to work” feeling. I’ve taken advantage of the therapy options available to me, and countless other strategies to overcome my state of being.
You can love something and still know that it’s no longer for you. I have reached that point and had to make an incredibly tough decision to leave.
I walk away with my head held high knowing I did everything I could. The rest was out of my control. I look forward to my future, bringing memories, positive experiences, and developed skills and talents with me.
I know my worth and hold steady to my values. My character speaks to who I am.
I am a mother, I am a wife, I am a sister, I am a daughter, I am a friend, I am a human